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Whenever you're feeling ____ (fill in the blank with anything negative eg. angsty) 
tell yourself everyone is facing and fighting their own battle too. 
feel better? well, it works for me. so hope it works for you too!
Isn't the world ____(fill in the blank with anything positive eg. better)?  


Can't believe this term is going to end! 
Saw my previous post about me watching TVD. I have not been watching the following episodes since then! 
Too busy with school, projects, cello and whats not..... 
Wanted to change to wordpress after strong recommendations from miss keli but couldn't find time to change... 
What's with me this whole week? Good that i restrained myself from taking afternoon naps. Bad? I'm having difficulties concentrating during lessons! I do not have a single clue on what is going on. seriously. punch yourself roxane chan! 
ok gtg, have to complete all of stuffs if not, no sleep for me! 

I want to ride on a horse! 
I realllyyyyy want to!!! 


ok so back to school. 
Well, i wont say i love school but i have to admit that its not that bad this semester.


Reasons why this semester is -not bad- 
1. Timetable's better
2. I can go home early almost everyday
3. Not much projects
4. Teachers are all nice 
5. Appetite's down. saving $ on being able to control my cravings for unhealthy food. 
I still looooovvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeee good food. But now, i just cant eat as much as last time. 


Just had my vampire diaries marathon. Can't believe i watched 6 episodes at a go. Totally didn't feel like it at all! 1ep = 45mins btw. The cast, director, story line and all is just ever so good. Sometimes, i wish im living in america. really. ~ok~ not only can i have more fast access to great entertainment like this, i think i would very much feel more comfortable about like all their ~human rights~ here and there kind of culture. 
ok fine. I'm just saying all these cause im at the other side of the field. well ok. i like these 2 things about America. And i still prefer this tiny red dot. 


You know, sometimes its really fate or something along that line. 
You will never get exactly what you want. And things happen at the right time when you least expect it. 
Leverage. You get this, you don't get that. You get that, you don't get this. 

Back to school tomorrow! oh. how. great. 
Bye Holidays, I'm gonna miss you badly! Please come to me soon again! 
One of the things i wanted to do during this holiday is to bring pearly to the beach. Sigh, but i did not. 
Pearly had so much fun running madly without her leech on the beach. Ok, but i will definitely bring her there soon! I will!! 


In this semester, i have no afternoon class. All morning ones. Kind of good in a way cause at least my body clock won't be haywire. Sigh! But i have not been watching much shows! 
Looking forward to getting my iphone. Thank god for the PPS app!
HAHA. 
know what im sayin? 
I would be able to watch in the train when im on my way to school. well, once i get my iphone that is. 
I think im not getting the 4s anymore. Since theres not much of a difference. Whats the point paying more for it? 
School, please go easy on me!
Especially you evil projects! 


Have to be in school at 9am tomorrow. 
All the best to me this semester!!!!  

One of the worst days ever.
Dropped my phone into the toilet bowl. bloody hell!
Had to do something that i'm not comfortable with at all. madness.
Important people came. lost.
Witnessed a super mean person screaming at someone for nothing. shocked.
4 things happened in a matter of like 3hours.

RIP to my phone.
Though i did not really like it in the first place. but still it has been with me for like 2 years right. Just a few days before i was going to change it. Went to check, its actually worth $100.

Lastly,
i just got scolded badly for my phone.

Its not like i did it on purpose. 

~ Don't depend on other people as the source of your happiness or for approval. ~

Like this quote alot! 
Newest inspiration in my life. haha. 
Just realised that the last time i blogged was the 16th. Which is exactly 1 month away from the day school reopens. Oh joy! -.-
I swapped with my friend the other time because of my wisdom tooth operation, so i would be having 2 sessions of spell before school reopens. again, Oh joy! -.- 
Its actually not dreadful, but ever since i came to know that we have to approach people on the streets, 
~~~~ run around screaming AHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhh ~~~~~~  
because i'm really bad at this kind of stuffs. 
So yeah, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. 
I really don't feel comfortable doing this kind of stuffs, its just me. I'm not opened to it. 
So. all the best to myself. I'm going to 'conquer' it.  

Hi TAN KELI! :)
haha. know that you are my blog's regular customer, so well, i guess you would see this and this post is for youuuuu!! :) 


I just want to let you know that it's really great knowing you! 
Thank you for everything sweety!! 

ok i really took so long to choose a picture for this post. haha. tumblr photos are just so therapeutic. In addition to reblogging, i save my favourite ones in my computer and sync em in to my ipod. That's how much they mean to me! Does this make sense to you? cause i'm really typing down exactly what my heart is saying.

It is my day off tomorrow!
I have still not figured out what exactly made me so positive recently. but well, POSITIVE! hear that? :)

~~~~~lots of rainbows and unicorns flying past~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm out of my mental trap now. Though its still too early to say that i have 'recovered' but it can be said that there is a significant amount of progress. And of course, i am working towards 'curing' myself fully.

~~~~~moreeeeeee rainbows and unicorns swoop past~~~~~~~~~~~

The swell has subsided but its still a little obvious to others.
and very obvious to me. ~ sarcastic ~
Have been on porridge diet since Monday. Seriously, i'm really getting sick of it. After every meal, i have never felt full.
Craving so much food since my operation.
Really looking forward to the Korean buffet next week with my friends!!

~~~~~~Traffic Jam from the swarm of rainbows and unicorns~~~~~~

so as an alternative,

~~~~~~~FIREWORKS~~~~~~~~~~~
BOOOOOOOOOOOOM





A moment of thought.
What's $50 to you?
To some, it's their weekly allowance.
To some, it's their daily allowance.
But, to the plenty elderly that i met,
it's what they use to live for a month.
And some do not even have money at all.

Do you feel sorry for them?
If you pity them, don't.
Everyone should be respected and have their dignity.

What all of us can do is to help them in all possible means.
It does not necessarily mean that you have to donate.
Ever seen an old man/ lady giving out flyers?
Why not help them finish giving out their flyers so that they can go home by taking from them.

#random thought that has been on my mind for quite long

but it makes sense, doesn't it?

HOORAY! Done with my wisdom tooth operation. 
Thank god for the invention of sleeping gas. 
The surgeon was like asking me if i prefer to breathe the sleeping gas or insert a solution to my veins. i like practically shot up and told him i want to breathe the sleeping gas. awfully afraid of things poking into me. lol. It was alittle hard breathing in the gas cause like i had to take in huge breaths and there was alot of pressure on me cause i have no space to exhale out in that thing that is used to cover my nose and mouth. Well, so after awhile, unknowingly, i fell asleep. I woke up coughing cause my entire mouth was so numb and could not swallow. As they inserted this tube thing down my throat in the operation, it 'irritated' my throat and caused me to have alot of phlegm till now. I woke up feeling so cold, and was shivering. They gave me another blanket and told me to sleep. -but i couldn't. It was too uncomfortable for me to fall asleep. My nose hurt because of the super cold air in the hospital and my mouth was full of phlegm. The nurse was like removing the phlegm and blood with alot of gauze. Yup so subsequently, i went to change and left the hospital. Though i was still in -daze- mode. because of the anesthetic. 
BTW did i mention?
As you know, i have a phobia with this sort of 'knifes and injection poking into my skin' medical situations i was so darn scared. Had to keep reminding myself that i will not witness any of it as i would be in deep sleep. 
Before the operation, as part of the procedure a dental officer has to go through all the risk and complications of the operation. So the dental officer was this young and apparently good looking guy to my parents. After he left, my mum was like 'you know this guy is so young, good looking and smart' i was like. DO YOU THINK I CARE in this moment when i'm freaking out with the operation? -.- haha. 


As what i was told, my face will swell for the first 2-3 days and subside after that. I guess i should be able to work on this thursday. But seriously, hope that i would not need to talk that much. Cause i doubt i will be able  to talk that much and as loud since my mouth can't open wide for about a week. 


to end off, 3 cheers and 3 cheers to my improved strong immune system! I'm not sick!! Was expecting myself to fall sick. Cause of my -used to be- poor immune system.  

Had SPELL today. My next session is like quite far away... hope i still remember how to operate the cashier. 
Sigh, because of my wisdom tooth operation, not only did i have to go through the trouble to swop shifts and all, i missed so much opportunities to work! 


Did not have much sales today. During Bowl and keli's break, i only had 1 credit sale. Well, but thankfully there's both of them to go through today! We took so long to plan our break and meals! hahaaa! We only reached a conclusion after 4 hours. Decided to have a light lunch (bread from crystal jade's bakery) so that we can have early dinner at Astons!!! Yup, so in all it's considered a rather good day since we had such a satisfying dinner and smurf-ul crazy time together. haha. 


ok, my hair. linked to the smurf topic. 
Woke up yesterday and my mum asked me to go with her to the salon to give my long hair a trim. yah, TRIM! Went there ....long story.....did not even say that i wanted bangs....???......BOOMZ.... bangs?!? 
So apparently to disaster chew, i look like smurf now. -.- They started saying that its eh, cute and xmm and bla bla.... sigh! haha. And once again it reminded me and i told them of that incident when i was a sec 1 in band. My life, my life. 


We're going to that korean buffet thingy that our -korean craze CI teacher- told us about soon! HURRAY!!! 
#lovekoreanfood

Last paper today! So this shall be a long post.
Have planned out stuffs that i want to do during this holiday. 
If only my tests are not crammed in the study week and this first week of exam. If its like more spread out i would totally have more time to study can! 
Though i finish earlier than others, im stuck with a screwed body clock consequence. 
vicious cycle: study, feel sleepy, nap, repeat. 
So used to having ~ nap = a short amount of sleep ~ 
till i automatically woke up early in the morning. (can't believe this) 

I have this urge of going on a trip to somewhere far. EG. PARIS. 
ok dream on. 
yah really. its only possible to go to paris in my dreams currently. 
well, but someday, when i'm older, i will go there!!! 

Btw, 
I screwed my HRM paper. EEEeeKS. 
OMGGGG. please let me have a B at least!

going twitter style here. 


@MeanOrShallowPeople You have no right to judge. #everyone should respect one another.




It does not mean that what you think is right, is right. They have the freedom to do anything. 
Its your mouth so anything you like, but you are certainly silly, if you think that others are wrong. 
get it? 
For example(can't really think of a good example but this is along the line):
You feel that iphone isn't good. Your friend wants to get it, and you tell him/ her about its turn offs. (perfectly fine) But your friend has his/ her own reasons on wanting to get it. 
However, all you can see is your own judgement of iphone being a bad phone. And your reaction towards your friend is that you think he/ she is stupid. 


#justsaying


Nothing particular happened to me. Its just that i strongly feel that everyone should be respected. 


LAST BUT NOT LEAST (haha, like some speech) 
Pearly's gonna go on an exchange programme at the reservoir soon with fellow (same species) Shih Tzu, Tracy! 

Wonderful 18th Birthday!
Despite it being in the project season... yeah but ok looking on the other brighter sides....  


These 2 photos were taken after MIR presentation... 


There's a reason for everything. 
Or least there's definitely a good side to every thing.

Such a pretty!! 
Anyways!


List of stuffs to watch after project + exam season


-Miss Ripley
-City Hunter
-Lie to me
-the one that CY told me but i forgot
-Secret Garden
- much more (but cant recall) 
STM. seriously. 

I only remember hearing 2 things throughout today (repeatedly):
1. fast and furious
2. projects 


Theres like almost nothing more frustrating than projects in poly. I dont want to talk about it, but its like the main thing on my mind. And so all i practically ever blog about is projects. 


ok so i shall talk about 1 thing other than school. 
I was reminded of -legacy- today. 
its like this heartwarming and sincere feeling that i got from them today. 
and, 
i must say that it was


a nice feeling. 

Just hope that i wont forget that glee episode for life. 
Anyways, Schools back. yup. same old, same old. 

Exams next week! 
ok it wont exactly be a rainbow, as school will resume and project season will be here again. 
But well, on the bright side, it means that im one step closer to graduation right? haha. Graduation is like so far and so near given the fast pace of Poly life.